E DIWAN SONGS for the SOUL
50 THE DREAM OF LIFE
I hold that life is but a passing dream
out of the shifting mists of Maya made,
our foulish hopes are children's fantasies,
our sorrows but the shadow of a shade.
And we, Earth's children, strive with eager hate
and jealousy to snatch the passing joys
of fame, and rank, and wealth, and power, and (of) ease,
as children quarrel over idle toys.
What is this life that surges, but the fall
and rise of waves in an unquiet sea!
What is this worldly honour but a name
to snare the feet of poor simplicity!
Master and servant, friend and foe alike,
God for His lordly pleasure doth engage
as actors in the tragic Drama played
in ever-changing scenes upon life's stage.
As shadows in the Theatre of Dreams
perform their part and pass into the night,
so Man in life's unending Masque appears
and fades, to leave the curtain blank and white.
He travels on but knows not where he fares,
nor whence he comes, nor where the journey ends;
he greets his fellow-travellers who pass
into the darkness, beckoning (to) their friends.
Enslaved by his insatiable needs
man toils to still their tyrannous demands,
himself a serf, he strives in vain to rule,
life turns to dust and ashes in his hands.
No pride of nationality is mine,
nor caste nor creed can tie me with its chain,
no narrow fatherland can bind my heart,
for me the pride of birth and rank is vain.
No Heaven allures with unattained desire,
no fair beloved is there for me to meet,
no Saviour offers cleansing for my sin,
no God bends down my ransomed soul to greet.
No home have I, no friend, no name is mine,
nor man, nor God is kin unto my soul,
over the Self, that formless, changeless dwells,
no earthly limitations have control.
Nor birth nor death can touch my spirit more,
nor love nor hate can bring me peace nor strife,
the Self Within I have desired and found,
and thus awakened from the Dream of Life.
51 SAKI
Give me a cup, O Saki, of thy Wine
rose-red and sparkling; with thy voice divine
sing me the Song of Life. O, from thy face
uplift the veil, that I may see thy grace,
thy lips of ruby-red that I may kiss,
and, swooning in the ocean of my bliss,
forget that thou and I are separate.
Life's sorrow I lay by, - the desolate,
the weary pain of life exists for me
no more, the dark and dread anxiety
that all the sorrow of to-morrow fears
is cast away; no sighs, no bitter tears,
no dull forebodings more. In ectasy
of love my soul, O Saki, turns to thee.
O love me now! I only ask thy smile
to gild this life that lasts a little while.
Unloose thy hair, unplait each golden tress,
let my heart bathe within its loveliness.
Here is my life- what is my life to me?
I offer it as sacrifice to thee,
so may I see thy beauty all divine.
I broke the jar, O Saki, spilt the Wine;
forgive my heart with pain and shame afire,
I have cut down the plant of my desire
that I unto thy will may be resigned.
My love has fettered me and made me blind.
Thy wine has caught and borne my spirit up,
till, in the circle of thy shining cup,
I see the world and all the planets move,
The sun, the stars, the moon, in spheres of love;
life falls and rises in unceasing waves,
thy Wine is all my thirsty spirit craves.
When I, uplifted, on my Vina play,
over my head the perfumed roses sway,
and Saki sings his love in endless tale
while sweet above us trills the nightingale.
O Saki-I-Alishan, thou couldst bring
heaven upon earth if thou my songs would sing.
In exaltation all have I forgot,
my name, my fame shall I remember not;
I veil them both to let thy glory shine.
I have abandoned all that once was mine,-
my friends, my foes, mine earthly joys and cares
are naught to me, whose eager foot-fall fares
upon the road that leads unto thy door.
My Friend and my Beloved- even more, my God art thou!
Though Death and bitter Fate have left me broken and unfortunate,
haunting my path since I have loved thy face,
my hallowed heart is still thy dwelling-place.
52 FAKIRI, Songs of India
No more can pain or sorrow torture me.
I, the fakir, dwell in a sphere of joy
that circles round my soul in ecstasy,
ease hath no lure for me, pain no annoy.
This worlds's bazar is but a puppet-show
that plays its coloured pageant for a night,
its figures act their part and come and go
and disappear before the morning's light.
The vision of this transitory world
is like a children's playground, with a game
played ever day and night, till it is whirled
down to the nothingness from whence it came.
O blessed be the Holy Name of God!
I sought Thy gate and now my soul is free.
Where are the Kaaba courts that once I trod
where is the shrine of my idolatry?
Beside Thy wine-press all my life has passed,
the vision of the Guru held me long,
to Brahma did my soul attain at last,
and lost itself in rapture and in song.
53 O SAVE ME, Songs of India
O save me from the ocean of this life,
this turbulant sea,
and liberate my spirit from its strife;
false is the world, and fleeting are its loves,
then why to me
should it keep faith, when it deceitful proves
to all its lovers:- I but share their fate.
Thy love is true and in Thy name we trust,
Most Merciful and Most Compassionate,
destroy our sorrow, lift us from the dust.
54 THE NARGIS
Once in the Place of Tombs
I, wandering deep in meditation, found
a shining Nargis plant,
whose flowers, like eyes, looked from the dusty ground.
And, marvelling, I said,
"Why flourish here, o Flower, so shy and fair,
when even in Gulistan
or Bostan's groves thou art remote and rare ?"
It spoke, " I am no flower;
behold me, saddened and disconsolate,
I am a lover's eye,
that watches and that weeps its bitter fate.
In foolish faith I held
the promise of my Heart's-Beloved true,
and now I wait, past hope,
past death itself, with love that springs anew.
My heart became a harp,
and Memory's fingers on its chords can play,
my Kismet is to wait
through the long ages till the Judgment Day.
And now my spirit knows
Love is immortal, and has given to me,
as to all lovers true,
a share of his own immortality."
55 THE LION'S CUB
A Lion old and wise
King of the Jungle, in the forest deep,
saw, feeding 'neath the trees,
a flock of gentle, silly, helpless sheep.
And in their midst beheld
a lion's little cub with lambs at play,
gambolling in the shade,
drinking the stream, eating the grass as they.
He called, "O Lion stay !
have you forgot your parentage, my son ?
Why bleat you like a sheep ?
Why turn you like your stupid friends, to run ?"
Then said the lion's cub,
"I am no lion, I am but a sheep;
let me go with my flock
among my own. I tremble and I weep."
"Blind art thou, O my child !"
The lion said, " but if thou follow me,
down to the river-side
I will unseal thine eyes, so thou shalt see."
"I am the King of Beasts
whom all obey, so with me must thou go."
"Alas," the cub replied,
"The sheep-fold and the sheep are all I know."
"Upon the water pure
behold thy clear-reflected image shine,
art thou indeed a sheep
or is thy form a lordly one like mine ?"
Then from the youngling's eyes
the veil of ignorance was drawn aside
"I am of kingly blood,
I am a lion, Lord," he said with pride.
So man, awake and know !
Read in the holy pages of Koran
the words that Allah spoke:
"In mine own image have I moulded man."
56 TO MY MURSHID - MADANI -
1
O MURSHID, blessed light by Allah given, to be my Friend, my Counsellor, my Guide,
by thee in admiration and in love, my life's supreme desire is satisfied.
2
Within the sacred path of Sufic lore, my steps were set; I drank the enchanted whine,
my soul was filled with light, my heart with love, my humble body Allah's holy shrine.
3
Upon thy worshipped feet I laid mine eyes, and from mine inner sight was drawn the veil;
captain thou wert of sacred Wisdom's ship, upon the sea of love we set our sail.
4
Thy Mureed cares not if he sink or swim within the crystal currents of Love's sea,
for Death and Life are one, and he would drink poison for nectar with felicity.
5
If fair within the Heaven of heavens thou shine, happy were I thy cherished face to see;
but if thou dwell within the deepest hell, so thou were there, then it were heaven to me.
6
If God Himself with welcoming words of love to me His sheltering arms should open wide,
and thou, with sin o'er-burdened, looked at me, then would I hasten gladly to thy side.
7
I ask no miracle to prove thee saint; I know not, I, by love and rapture taught,
thy knowledge nor thy virtue to compute, my faith for barren Reason careth naught.
8
The scoffing world may jeer at me in vain, and hold my simple holy faith as blind,
but in this blindness, willing, open-eyed, a secret, intimate, earnest joy I find.
9
No more am I alone, not separate, from thee am I, but thou art one with me,
my soul hath called thee Master, my Murshid, and fixed its faith unshakeably on thee.
10
Nor judge I now henceforth the good nor ill, nor weigh within my mind the right, the wrong,
but bending o'er my Vina do I breathe, my deep devotion in impassionated song.
11
One with the mighty Universe am I, within each being hath my soul its part,
I weep ecstatic tears of joy, and sigh, the thought of thee o'erflows my grateful heart.
12
And as my tears fall down in happy showers, they turn to pearls in silver hue that gleam,
and wreathing sighs that rise from out my heart, the lovely forms of heavenly Houris seem.
13
Some say that Love enslaves the lover's heart, that bonds,and chains,and prison-bars it gives,
but Love the Liberator I declare, none but the lover free, unfettered lives.
14
Love that is bought and sold is naught to me, far other the devotion I present,
selfless and humble shall the longing be wherewith my seeking soul shall be content.
15
O let me speak with lowliness thy name, Muhammad Abu Hashim Madani,
immortal in thy splendour; thy Mureed his dream, his inspiration draws from thee.
16
O Pir-o-Murshid, ne'er shall I forget, the true words of the teaching thou dost speak
all ill came from my yet unworthy self, all good from thy inayat which I seek.
all ill came from my yet unworthy self, all good from thy inayat which I seek.
57 ALHAMDULILLAH - TO MURSHID MADANI
1 Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
Thou art my salvation and freedom is mine,
I am not, I melt as a pearl in sweet wine!
My heart, soul and self, yea, all these are thine;
O Lord, I have no more to offer!
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
2
I drink of the nectar of Truth the Divine,
as Moses thy word, as a Yusuf they shine;
who walk in thy ways, and Christ is thy sign:
Thou raisest to Life everlasting!
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
3
Thou art as Muhammed to them that repine,
my spirit is purged as the gold from a mine,
I only know that my heart beats with thine,
and joys in boundless freedom!
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
The refrain: Alhamdulillah means: Praise be to Thee!